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Name: Melissa
Location: Fort Lauderdale, Florida, United States
Birthday: 3/19/1988


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Wednesday, April 27, 2005

School: Is coming to an end. Well, atleast this semester is. I've got three finals coming up within the next few days, so I really need to study. I can't believe how quickly I've grown. In a few more months, I'll be applying to college, and in about a year, I'll actually be attending it...

Work: Sucks. I HATE working in a movie theater. There are sooo many times where I wish I could tell people, just because I work here, doesn't mean I know what every single movie is about, and that I watch every single one. As a matter of fact, I don't have TIME to watch movies because I'm here working with them.

Family: Same as always. Those who know me, know how things are with family.

Friends: A lot of my close friends are drifting away. But thats okay because I'm making more and more as the weeks go by. Just because we don't talk as much as we used to doesn't mean I care about you less.

Love: I love, LOVE, my boyfriend. Honestly, we've been going through some ups and downs like every normal relationship, and I think the fact that we're a great distance apart contributes to a lot of our downs. But please believe that me and my baby are going to make it through. We're both strong, and so is our love.  

Life, overall, has been good.


Wednesday, December 01, 2004

I'm depressed.

 

I just don't understand why things have to be so hard for us. Why couldn't he have come to see me this month? Why does he have to live so far? Why did he have to become so important to me? Why?

He was the only thing I needed, none of that material shit, just for my baby to be by my side.

The only thing I wanted for Christmas, was him.


Saturday, September 25, 2004

OKAY, stop complaining, I'm finally going to update. Right now I'm in the middle of another hurricane and I got family staying over so its pretty crazy in my house. I went to the Usher concert two days ago, and it was really good. Christina Milian opened up and sang for 10 minutes, then Kanye came on for about 30 min. Shaq, Missy Elliott, Fat Joe and Jermaine Dupri came to see the show and Usher closed with "Yeah" and Ludacris was the surprise guest. My seats werent that bad either, I was in row 20 but I was starin at Usher at a 90 degree angle. I'm kinda jealous that he kissed some girl he picked out from the audience...

About 100 days before I see Jay...I'm really missin my other half.


Saturday, August 14, 2004

SHIT.

 


Thursday, July 22, 2004

I feel so happy knowing that he cares about me as much as I care about him... I get butterflies everytime he tells me "I don't want to ever let you go". But when I think about the situation, I get so upset. How can the one person I want to be with, live so far from me? If we can make it through this, we can make it through anything, right? I just want to hug him... when I'm in his arms, all my cares go away and the only thing on my mind is him. I love him.



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